Memorabilia

Remember this??
One of the books that I will pick up from the book shelves is this. Printed in the brown color paper, looked like recycled to me. I used to read it while mummy is working, I’ll paused my reading and looked at her how she wash and blow their hair, set the curlers, or spraying their hair with gold dust for those who wants to go for dinner. Hats off to her PR skills, she really can talk. Somehow I think I inherited it (hope in a good way). Guess this bring back some memories to some of you too.

Hmm.. I sound boring today

Night of Broken Glass

How can you mend a broken glass? The cracks are still visible although you try to patch it back, sometimes its worse that it will not return to its original state.

Incomplete Slumber Party

Sorry for taking such a long time to put this up. We had a great time last week at Yings'. We sat at the verandah with beers, ciggies, pizzas, tissues for the tears (I guess it was me only :) or did you all?? before I arrived) and of course some music to ease the moods. Don’t remember we had all these when we had slumber party last time. It was only us, the bed and sometimes the cassette player. I recalled me and J clad in our pajamas, carried our mini pillows and walked happily to Ying’s house. It wasn’t tiring to walk around at all but with the ability to drive now, walking to Ying’s house somehow became a distance. Back then, it was safe to walk around at night. No patrolling in the neighbourhood unlike now some had to pay monthly protection fee to the security company but still there are break in’s happening. We had only young boys in their BMXs, mountain bikes, racer bikes and the more advance motor “modified cars” , vroom,vroom!! patrolling the neigbourhood. They will slow down and try their luck to know us but most of the time to no avail. Mom said “Don’t talk to strangers”. That reminds me of the ever famous greeting kissing sound, err I just can’t do that!

Anyway, after sending off Ms T home, we came back to Ying's residence. 10dollar (you wanted to upgrade your currency denomination to dollar) laid on a wood platform outside the verandah. Brilliant! I slipped off my heels, tip toed on the damp grass and excitingly lay on my back staring up the dark sky. Not even 10 mins, Ying was rushing us to bunk into her room because she is too tired to lepak outside. Reluctantly me and 10 dollar said ok but with one condition 10dollar want to schmooke in her room. So she did, with the beers sleeping beside her. We had some photo session with our prominent dark circles too. So Kim shared a bed with Ying, me and 10 dollar. Well we talked and talked and talked to sleep.

Miss you all PSs’ and J!!! When can we have everyone gathered again?? 1st of May Before I forget, I told 10 dollar that I will put up her quote. “Sometimes we don’t get what we always want therefore we tend to treasure on things we don’t really want” So does it mean we settle for less??

Experiencing Mika

Indescribable Feeling!!
Life is Precious

Thunder Only Happens When It's Raining

Since young, I had this thought of what if tomorrow never comes or I had only days to live? Answer is : I will want to gather my loved ones around me and spent every inch of the remaining time I had. On second thought, I’m not sure will I be in time to gather everyone that I wanted them to be with me when they are not within my reach of means. What stir up my thought for today?

Because I heard the loudest thunder yesterday midnight. It was extremely scary as it sounded more like a bomb and I felt the tremor. I woke up from my bed and pulled away the curtain. A half awake bewildered girl looking out the window, question and question thrashed into my blurry mind. Am I dreaming? Is there a bombing or is it another natural disaster striking the vulnerable earth again? Is it the Armageddon? Life flashes like an instant, will there be another tomorrow? Have I done to my utmost ability? Have you?

Something that I would like to share,
SGI President Ikeda said “Please exert yourselves vigorously with the determination to live each day to the fullest, so that you may compose a golden diary of life.”

Forging My Life

I've completed my task list for the next 3 months. Be prepared for the worst to come. Happiness is achieved through struggles and hardships in life. Don't give up and work tenaciously towards my mission. This is human revolution!

Leonardo da Vinci (1452-1519) the great Italian Renaissance artist, writer and inventor wrote : "Bars of gold are refined in the fire", "No perfect talent without great sufferring"

Shapes of Life

The spell took over me, I had never imagine something like this will land on me but the truth is, it happen. I knew the risk I got to endeavour. Nevertheless, I single mindedly hope, work and pray. Patience, consideration and compassion are some to describe. John Gray helped me whenever I needed assistance. Sleepless night but it’s worth a while. Sometimes I slipped, sometimes I tumbled but I stand up again and fight against it. Just like The Missing Piece by Shel Silverstein, sometimes we rolls by too fast and we miss or a hit and run. But at times, we roll by slowly looking for that missing piece just to fit in perfectly into the circle with a wedge- shaped.

Officially A Blogger

I have never thought of putting up a blog, it is one of the outrageous things I would do. I'll look silly of announcing myself to the world and so I was contemplating should I have my own blog or should I start to write a diary/journal like (H suggestion to keep it personal). K started right after our encounter and I find it ridiculous at that moment. Now, I respect every individual has their reason of why they would want to start a blog. Everything happens for a reason.

The reason of my attempt to start my own blog is plainly that I wanted to capture my moments in life, how it affected me and vow to be a better person towards my family, my friends, my career and never to forget in Gakkai. So now here I am, creating my blog space.