Again

I feel like singing ..

I heard from a friend today
And she said you were in town
Suddenly the memories came back to me in my mind..

Chorus:
How can I be strong I've asked myself
Time and time I've said
That I'll never fall in love with you again
A wounded heart you gave,
My soul you took away
Good intentions you had many,
I know you didI come from a place that hurts,
an' God knows how I've cried
And I never want to return
Never fall again

Making love to you oh it felt so good and
Oh so right
How can I be strong I've asked myself
Time and time I've said
That I'll never fall in love with you again
A wounded heart you gave,
My soul you took away
Good intentions you had many,
I know you didI come from a place that hurts,
an' God knows how I've cried
And I never want to return
Never fall again

So here we are alone again,
Didn't think it'd come to this
And to know it all began
With just a little kiss
I've come too close to happiness,
To have it swept away
Don't think I can take the pain
Never fall again

Kinda late in the game
And my heart is in your hands
Don't you stand there and then tell me
You love me
Then leave again
'Cause I'm falling in love with you again

Hold me, hold me
Don't ever let me go
Say it just one time
Say you love me
God knows I do love you again

Crushed

Finally my heart sank for I was trying to stay cool and calm for the past few ocassion. I don't think there's any more space for forgiveness. I can feel how broken hearted it is for you to withstand that tremendous pain. I think you are doing good already.

Did all the surreal moments and promises has been forgotten??

Above all, it was surely touching to see family unity when we are in need. Everyone just kneel and chanted vibrant daimoku. I felt it..

Sweet home Alabama

As I was selecting the radio channels, I heard this familiar tune. Flashback..the mimic and the laughter. It was some cute moments :)

Sweet home Alabama
Where the skies are so blue
Sweet home Alabama
Lord I'm coming home to you..

Edgewater

Jim Brickman, you made me cry ;(

Again, again and again.

Change

Got a call from a dear friend. A happy hello ended with a mellow goodbye. The news bothers me, and tortures me.. I'm keeping all my feelings at bay. Moving on gonna take some time b

Can we take the change??

EeDeeAss II

Ahh, tomorrow I’m officially 1 year old in ASFO. I guess this journey was never something I expected. Came in as a lost girl and here I am now in a land of greater responsibilities to address. I know the choice I made will bring me to another level as a person and as the comrade for the company. My gratitude to that someone who gave me the chance to be part of the team.

P/S: For any reason if I sound retarded to you Chuah, please tahan abit because in time I will arise as the mighty one :p

Jumble-laya

It’s all mixed up, jumbled up. I find that I’m not any good in expressing whatever that is within me although I talk like I know. Was it patience and love I had for jilafa or did I live in delusion? Sad? Yes I am. But most of all, I gave my all, my best, every drench of my effort to make it grow higher and taller. It was truly an awakening experience that money can’t buy.

Hamtaro

The L Word

The percentage of me as a lesbian was higher yesterday :-P

The L Word

While researching for the upcoming forum, this website lured me to play along with the quiz. So I got to know that this is what I am.

Exotica

Yes, I ate those!!

Go the Morrocan way

Minah had me bathe and shampooed just like how a mother bathe her little girl. The water temperature was slightly high but it complements my cold skin when I was drenched. Splish, splash..hehe. Then she applied black sea salt to get me ready for the gommage session. The end result, was splendid! Love it! Then had a chat with Minah and she wished me that I will find my prince charming. The finale was a soothing Ylang Ylang body massage. Nice:)

Can Lah...

I've not write for sometime. It is just me of letting things flow along the way and not fixing certain ideals or putting hope so that in return I'll just accept the way things supposed to be. I believe it was more good than the bad. Again, we know that our days is full of ups and downs and to be able to enjoy and live the fullest every single day requires courage, strength and determination. But we human tends to forget easily so I have to remind myself for that. I know I can and I know you can do it too!

Anyway, CNY is here and time flies.. Gong Xi Fa Cai

Highlights of 07

Happy New Year People!! More pictures on the way... Kindly click at the pictures to enlarge.