Here I Am

Echoes, thunders, loads of &^$%#(@, the various sound effect. With my hands resting on the table while I'm typing this, I can feel the vibration on the table transmitted by the sound of the speaker sitting right beside me.

I tried to be part of the crowd but my fingers are tired trying my best to manoeuvre the car with the keyboard. Yes, you need a lot of concentration in front of the screen. I hardly blinked my eyes, just to make sure I finish the race but I didn't finished for the past 5 games (3 laps for each game). Call it no talent or ya you can call me Loser!

Here I am, totally alienated from all the people sitting in this room. And my eyes are tired and filled with tears. Not only that I didn't get sleep well last night, but I've been sleeping early for the past few nights so it’s like my body has been tuned to turn off at a particular time. Thank goodness, it’s a non smoking room.

So do I spoil it all by saying “Hey, I'm kinda tired, are we ready to leave?” or just being Miss Accommodative and still give your best smile at the end of the day?

@GenX cybercafe

Domestically Me

Don't laugh but one of my ambitions is to be a florist.

Should I not cut the stalk by an inch or just leave it? Err, but then it’s a bit too long to complement the rest of the stalks. How do I place the dry flowers? In between the flowers? Left? Right? Front or in the middle? Aiya! Simply la! Although I’m not a professional myself but I’m proud of my artwork.

Ka-Chak Chynna!

Thanks SC for your encouragement to make me write today. It was flattering!

Abubu! Ka-Chak Ka-Chak! Hehe.. that is one of the cutest thing I’ve ever heard. They pulled me and held my hand. Immediately I felt the warmness even though they were total stranger, even though we don’t understand each other lingual. They mimic was the only tool of communication between us. So that gave me a thought that the basic underlying communication between any living being is at least the passion, the emotion and feelings of full enthusiasm which will ultimately create the bond.

Magnetism

Another char boh with her mood swings.
Is it normal that every girl out there has the same syndrome? Can we put the blame on the oestrogens level within us? We can produced the sweetest honey in the world and immediately on the second minute we can look like a sourplum or a bittergourd.
And for tar poh with their mood swings.
They are like rubberband where they can come and go without giving you any signs. Does that depends also on the level of testosterone in them which makes them behaves that way?

Conclusion, I think the difference between female and male is so intriguing and can never be changed but by compromising each other differences will definitely bring them to another day.

**Next question, how much can a person compromise? No measurement can be taken in place.